Just Another Beginning

In life, nothing is impossible and nothing is predictable.

I wanna be at the safe side, I wanna go with the flow and let everything happen as it suppose to be and I will let it be as for me, life will not be as what we always want it.SO TRUE!

This month alone, I had made few decision and one of it was a huge decision in my life..I just hope it will be one of the best decision I've ever made in my life.

* I'M QUITTING MY JOB AGAIN*

- Yeah, called me crazy but for me I'm just done with all the craps @ office and so done with all the due dates, bizzy bossy big boss and fussy customers etc.

- As for now, I just joined new business and once everything ready I will share as slowly I try my very best to make it and hope it will be the best thing I've done in my life. 

- Business for me was not something new but when I wanna try do it full time again, I think I need to give my 100% FOCUS & 200% HARDWORK!

- Working life was not really bad, its safe and not so much to think off but  it was not really suitable for me. Good salary doesn't make you happy too I must say, when you need to work like it was your own business and can manage it as if  it was mine..for me better I think about do my own business rather than been used like that cause it was not been appreciated at the end.

Currently, I'm in the middle of sadness, frustation and madness. I wish everything can go at the same time so I can stand back and go up again..but it wasn't easy. None of the day now that I can smile without fake it the smile, none of  the day I didnt cry but I'm always pray the best for everything cause right now most important thing it was my life..like it or not I'm still need to stand still and push myself to go up again. its hurt, really hurt but I'm still hoping that things will go just fine for us in future, insyaAllah.

Pray the best for me. Amin

xoxo,

Baiti

Relationship Status?

What's your relationship status? on Facebook or on any kind of social network may exist in this world

My status? I'm in a relationship

But...sometimes it will a bit annoying to portray your relationship to the public regulary rite?

I'm one of them who currently feels like I'm such an old lady with such a conservative kind of mind and doesnt like to say so much about my relationship but well something bothering me today so i will share something about my relationship status to the public from my blog which i guess no one really read it. haha

SPECIAL FACTS ABOUT MY CURRENT RELATIONSHIP.

1. After been single for about couple of months, I met someone who doesn't even have any kind of social network account!!! hahaha yeah my boyfriend doesn't have FB's account even he used to owned a smartphone but FB was not the frequent application on his phone or maybe not exist in the list. game I'm very sure ada la..he's game addict btw but so far its never interrupt us.

For him, FACEBOOK was not for him, not suitable for his life. He's very close and care about  his personal life. Once he checked my FACEBOOK's profile, He advised me that next time if possible remove or don't upload any personal picture on my profile, he said it was not good for others (non-muhrim) to see all my pictures and it was online somemore. He also said, "just imagine someday something happen to you and your facebook account with all your pictures still there and you're no more in this world". I was kind of surprised as only my father did told me about this..now I know why I chose him. He's not controlling but he know's whats right and wrong and he did try his own way to advised me. Why I said that? atleast takda la nak paksa delete semua just not control kita kan? as a result, I didn't upload any personal picture of mine after that, just uploading something else but not my picture. *gambar yang ada tue, 2 tahun sudah ye*

2. Because of that I didn't upload any picture of us yet even we almost a year together *I'm not sure in future* and because of this, some of the family members and friends was asking "mana the love one tue? haha". Don't worry guys, my boyfriend still human with nose..sharp nose somemore. hahah..sorry we will never be the cam-whoring kind of couple ok.

3. We don't like taking picture together as well, I'm glad he's not over-friendly  kind of person..because honestly even I looks bubbly and happy-go-lucky but actually I'm a bit low-profile kind of person. so yeah sometimes we sound like an old people in a relationship but for me maybe thats how a mature relationship.

4. Matured relationship? I was afraid at first as he's young, but maybe I was faith to met him as even he's young...he's not that huhaa -kind-of-guy. some people said he looks naive but hey doesnt mean he don't know how to be fun ok. not boring type. haha I kill you if you said that to him * hahah over kan?* hurm..as you know, bila tgk muka diam je org sure kata naive. apelah..fine he's kind of shy and he didn't talk a lot too but when the things that need his attention he's just like any other guy..the most important thing is that he's very very calm person. Its not easy to see him give "a face" to me, and not even a time he ever raise his voice or shouting at me in no matter what the situation it was, I used to be treated like this which make me trauma with that kind of guy but Alhamdulilah, he's very penyabar again not because he's young and don't know anything but he's very patient person and beriman I must say. BUT tak nak puji lebih but I feel totally relief when I meet him as I know he will bring me to the right path in life.

5. He's very understanding with my life that obviously busy because of work, never complaint if I don't have time for him..but he always ask me to be patient and if he's busy he will inform me earlier what's his plan..even sometimes I purposely forget what's the plan and gedik merajuk lepas tue. haha

6. He's bit busy currently, with the daily job and on weekend he has a classes to attend. He just continue his study and one thing about him I like most, whenever we had any kind of discussion he never la saje2 nak berlagak-ego tak nak dgr ckp perempuan..he respect my opinion and same goes to me.  He never la nk rasa cm dia lelaki semua ckp dia betul..not because he just want woo-ed me.. but he will also tell me if  he doesnt agree with me. Even I'm a bit stubborn but with him..I'm kindly loose all that negative aura I guess and maybe because of the age factor as well. haha

Relationship may be same for any individuals but what makes you happy? its your partner in that relationship.

Oh I guess its too much. Thats only thing i can share for now..Just to share how I'm happy with my current relationship and of course how happy I am with him.

Pray the best for me. Amin

xoxo
Baiti

End of Year Post, Hello 2012!

I can't remember if  I had post anything for 2010 end of year post,

Yesss, I'm done with my 2011 & Welcome 2012!

May Allah Bless Me with more Rezeki & Happiness

p/s: I supposed to post this entry before new year eve..busy bee! got no time to stay focus while had a lot of things to settle at workplace. End of year report blablabla...

My 2011!

1. I'm 25!!! yesss...not young and not so old too. I believed it was my starting point to the adulthood. naahh not before 25 I'm not an adult but I think I'm more stable emotionaly and financially when I'm getting 25.

2. It was hilarious, but fun year I must say. I'm happy with my career movement (switching to 3 different brand remember), financially getting better as salary getting higher *Alhamdulilah for the rezeki* and in term of relationship, I'm proudly say that I'm happy with my love life. He's come at the right time, he brings the best of me...let me be myself and be good I must say. Alhamdulilah and I will always say to him that he's my source of calmness, I can control my emotions better now eventhough i can says it was because of my age, maturity does count as well but being with a good partner also can be the reason.

3. 2011, was a nerve-wrecking year for my family. Mama, who always sick almost every single year and will be admitted to hospital she's getting weak day by day. Internal organ slowly "expired" I just praying the best for her and let Allah give more time for her and for me to appreciate her with everything that I could do. I'm not a good daughther but I'm trying most of the time. I'm not the one she can be proud of but for me, alhamdulilah I've a good life because of her, even not really too good compare to her own life but there's improvement. as mama always said, "if I'm just a teacher graduated from teacher's school at least you did went to university, holding diploma and degree ,now your job and salary a way better than me even you just started work".

4. Other than that, 2011 was a good year and I'm happy even there's up and down but thanks to Allah I'm managed to handled all thats. Even though, I had the sad moment but then, I had so much fun and happy moments especially when I found my new love partner.

I just hope year 2012 will be good as well, even I know it will always not as we're expecting usually but I hope it will just fine for everyone around me, insyaAllah. Amin.

xoxo,

Baiti



Another new journey

New JOURNEY a.k.a New WORKPLACE

entah baper kali pindah kerja la..

But I feel much much better now, stress? still but not much and i'm able to handle it so far. its far far away better than my previous job and other previous job. switching from one automobile brand to another brand makes me feel alive...cewaah galak nya ayat aku.

the new place nie small operation je, staff tak ramai yang penting I'M THE ONLY GIRL!!now dgn cleaner pun jantan gak, security haruslah! hahaha so i berangan princess gitew, wakak..

Princess ke cinderela? sbb semua kerja aku buat..queen control gitew kerana 8 guys need to report to me. jadi cinderella bile cleaner tak dtg aku yg cuci pinggan...* alamak malu la* but since kadang2 kerja pun 1/2 day dah settle maka I rela. so my job mcm exec yg multitask sgt coz jadi ala2 assistant manager sbb boss 1-2 times in a week je visit, jadi customer svc, tea lady, cleaner? haha maintenance girl? cashier, call operator pun ye gak..haha teringat zaman2 gaduh ngan customer kat H**da dulu. haha sini tak gaduh sbb sehari call less than 20 and yg i answered maybe 6 or if rajin can be more 10 kot. hahah

BANYAK KERJA tapi ok and masih di tahap 5/10 compare kerja lama2.environment ? ok je. even autohaus takda la gempak sgt rupanya but it still at average standard for luxurious car.




*finally it was my dream come true to have an easy job (easy sbb dh experienced) with good or high pay! hahah ada gak la dream cm nie kan? cuma belum sempat lg selak2 majalah cm apa yg my bf advised. haha sbb dia nak perli kat office lama adalah hamba Allah nie yg selama nie i jealous sbb relax takda kerja and malas tp gaji jalan je. ok gaji dia lagi lower than mine now. puashati aku!


hahah but atleast i'm well experienced and know a lot of things even just start work less than 5 years. sakit hati sgt nie..haha oh lagi satu i dont need 10 years experience cm hamba allah sornag lagi kat office lama gak to get salary yg kena tax yg kerja dia cm same je dlu tp i gaji 50% dari dia gila2 kerja. *opps aku baru nak lari tax* hopefully menjadi trick aku.




bukan nak membangga diri tapi ya saya sgt BAHAGIA bekerja


buat masa sekarang ini.
 
sekian saya yang happy sbb office baru ble update blog and browse internet sukahati. *sukahati kau la kan?*
 
ok bye
 
xoxo,

Baiti

6 months Update

Phewww...my last post was 6 months ago!!

I'm a real busy girl!

* chewwahhh*

6 months and I don't know where to start...just a simple update * citer 6 bulan simple ke?*

Let me share some updates about myself and etc:

1.  I'm happily married....hahah tipu! I'm happy and in love with the same man that I met 8-9 months ago. InsyaAllah still strong even at first stage everyone just wait when I will dump him..unfortunately we still okay.

2. For the past 6 months I had switched 2 different workplace. Hahahah gile kan. So in 2011 I had worked with 3 different brand of car. Yes I'm still working at automobile industry as I love cars and engines so much. I'm born with it. * POYO nya citer kan?*

3. Career Path? getting better I must say. Better position with better salary. Alhamdulilah..thanks Allah for the good rezeki.

4. Oh my lovely BecKY is 1 YEAR OLD already. We don't celebrate anything but need to send to clinic as after one year the condition become crazy but for me still in good condition...*gile kereta pun nak ada birthday party* hahaha. Maybe sbb ari tue dah bagi hint nak tukar lain tue si BecKY merajuk.

to be continue

xoxo.
Baiti